OHGODOHGODOHGOD

[lapacifidora]

I may possibly have a job interview tomorrow or Friday - or early next week. Which means, and I hate saying this because I feel like I'm jinxing myself and this will all blow up in my face, but I could possibly have a job by the end of the month.

After a year of being unemployed and getting close to being at the minimum level for my bank account, I'm freaking out and nervous and wondering if this hasn't been too easy.

I mean, I e-mailed this place my resume Monday, I had a brief phone interview yesterday afternoon, I sent them writing samples this morning and now they want to bring me in for a face-to-face?

It's too easy, right? I know I'm probably being neurotic - to the point where I haven't told the parents yet - but I'm so used to nothing coming easily. I actually think I may be shaking, I'm that nervous. Or possibly my heart is just pounding really, really fast.

It may not be my dream job, but I'm afraid to say how much I really want it.

OK. I think I can breathe again, so please feel free to ignore this.

Comments

[lapacifidora.livejournal.com]

Thanks. Still freaking out a little, but less so than last night. Now I just need to figure out what to wear.

[eleventhimpala.livejournal.com]

It'll be okay, just relax and do your best.

Good luck! :D

[igotthepants.livejournal.com]

that's exactly how I felt about this job. just take a deep breath and knock on wood constantly

[lapacifidora.livejournal.com]

Yeah. But now, after the interview and after I accepted a trial period, I'm still not so sure I want it. :(