Blargity blarg blarg.

[lapacifidora]

So, I'm nearly done with chapter 48 of this Community fanfic I've been writing. Since June 12, apparently. (I just checked because I couldn't remember.)

I desperately want to finish it this coming weekend, because I want to move onto something else.

But also because I feel that it has become irrelevant because it is so entirely AU at this point it's not even remotely amusing.

It's also partly me being worried about being irrelevant, which comes from two years of having it drummed into me in my journalism classes that timeliness is key.

Part of it is also me being (perhaps wrongly & insecurely) concerned that there's only a small group of people still reading this insane piece of melodramatic shit.

I am, however, determined to finish this damn thing because I need to prove to myself that I can finish this. I practically never start anything this big (if I'm not being paid for it), and I've certainly never finished any of the stalled novels I have in notebooks and floppy disks.

I almost regret falling in love with this show & becoming active in the fandom.

/rant

Comments

just finished reading all the chapters available.

[(Anonymous)]

I would just like to say I appreciate your fanfiction. It is incredible the amount of time and energy you put into writing such a great story. Don't give up! I hope you finish this off with a bang and can look back upon it as a huge accomplishment, even though there might not be monetary rewards.
from a new fan who just finished reading everything you wrote today =)