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So, I'm nearly done with chapter 48 of this Community fanfic I've been writing. Since June 12, apparently. (I just checked because I couldn't remember.)

I desperately want to finish it this coming weekend, because I want to move onto something else.

But also because I feel that it has become irrelevant because it is so entirely AU at this point it's not even remotely amusing.

It's also partly me being worried about being irrelevant, which comes from two years of having it drummed into me in my journalism classes that timeliness is key.

Part of it is also me being (perhaps wrongly & insecurely) concerned that there's only a small group of people still reading this insane piece of melodramatic shit.

I am, however, determined to finish this damn thing because I need to prove to myself that I can finish this. I practically never start anything this big (if I'm not being paid for it), and I've certainly never finished any of the stalled novels I have in notebooks and floppy disks.

I almost regret falling in love with this show & becoming active in the fandom.

/rant


Date: 2010-11-23 04:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jheaton.livejournal.com
Judging from the comments, the Boy's Club is still reading faithfully, so there's three readers right there. Whoo!

(Seriously though, I'm sure you've got mad readership.)

Date: 2010-11-23 07:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ravenecho.livejournal.com
Believe it or not the Epic was the reason I started up an LJ account, before that I was just being a Lurky McLurkson.

It was early June when I came across M/M on my quest for more Jeff/Annie fan fiction, so I've been reading the Epic since the beginning. Anyway, I was really enjoying the story and I specifically set up an LJ account sometime in early August, because I wanted to comment on your story.

So yeah, I have you and your story to thank for getting me to set up an account. So that's something I guess. :)

P.S. Have you considered posting the story on fanfiction.net? A story that long and that is written so well deserves to be seen by a wider audience.

P.P.S. when you post the chapter that has the smut, I'm sure there will be an upsurge in comments, especially from lurkers. :P

Date: 2010-11-23 07:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lapacifidora.livejournal.com
Thanks, John. :] Today was a weird day at work, and unlike most days when I just remind myself that I'm awesome, I couldn't quite kick feeling sorry for myself.

There are only three guys on M/M? Wait. You, Raven & 11th. Duh. Pay no attention to the girl behind the keyboard.

Date: 2010-11-23 07:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lapacifidora.livejournal.com
Aww. Now you know I'm going to have start referring to you as Lurky McLurkson. You just walked right into that one.

And thank you for saying that: I know I've lost a couple of readers - lenina and retrokink, but I believe RL got in the way of their fan stuff.

I hadn't thought about posting it on FF.net, mostly because I've had issues with them since before 2000 when they first started censoring people. :/ But if you think it's a good idea, I guess I could.

Swear to god, the smut's coming. (No pun intended.) Did I tell you I've had the song for the soundtrack that goes with that scene picked out since August? Because I overplan stuff like that.

Date: 2010-11-23 11:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ravenecho.livejournal.com
I'm going to have start referring to you as Lurky McLurkson. You just walked right into that one.

I did walk right into that one, didn't I? :P

Talk to John and moeexyz about how their stories have been received on FF.net, they both post their stories over there. I haven't seen any issues and the fandom for Community is pretty small on FF.net, but I totally get your concern about posting on there with the censorship and such.

Did I tell you I've had the song for the soundtrack that goes with that scene picked out since August?

Lol you didn't tell me that, what's the song?

Date: 2010-11-23 03:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jheaton.livejournal.com
If I recall, there were five people who identified as male when we were polled about it in September: me, [livejournal.com profile] eleventhimpala, [livejournal.com profile] ravenecho, and two lurkers. There may be more now, but absent evidence to the contrary I just assume that everyone is female--not unreasonable, given that the poll showed a F/M ratio of 23:1.

Date: 2010-11-23 03:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jheaton.livejournal.com
I haven't gotten a huge number of comments on the fics I've posted at FF.net, but I've gotten some nice ones. I haven't had any problems with censorship because I don't write the kind of stuff they have problems with. But if you're concerned about it, there's always AO3. I have an account there too but I haven't uploaded anything to it.

Date: 2010-11-24 01:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lapacifidora.livejournal.com
I'll definitely ask Marina, especially as John weighed in below & I hadn't really bothered to look on FF for our fandom.

OK, this one stays here: No mentioning or alluding to it in the comments or anything, capice?

Neon Tree's 'Your Surrender' (acoustic):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLjJi0mjPhg

Date: 2010-11-24 01:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lapacifidora.livejournal.com
Um. ...what's AO3?

Also: Thank you for the input about FF. It's good to know.

Date: 2010-11-24 03:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ravenecho.livejournal.com
My lips are sealed. :)

Date: 2010-11-24 05:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jheaton.livejournal.com
Hmm, sincere or snarky? I'll let you choose!

Sincere

Snarky

(They both go to the same place, ultimately.)

Date: 2010-11-24 05:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jheaton.livejournal.com
Ooh, leverage. Mwah ha ha!

Date: 2010-11-25 02:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lapacifidora.livejournal.com
What are you hoping to get? I've already said I plan to finish this thing this weekend. You haven't expressed any frustration or annoyance with the way I've been writing the characters.

I'm just curious: What good is leverage if there's not anything you can gain by it? :)

Date: 2010-11-25 02:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lapacifidora.livejournal.com
Danke. What did you think?

Granted, I'm toying with ripping this acoustic version vs. using the album version for the soundtrack.

Date: 2010-11-25 02:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jheaton.livejournal.com
What am I hoping to get? I dunno, whad'ya got?

Date: 2010-11-25 12:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ravenecho.livejournal.com
I really liked the song. The band in general seem to be pretty awesome. I heard an interview with one of the band members late on Monday night when I was coming home from work and he was just saying how girls have been hitting on him non-stop at shows, it was kinda funny.

I like both the acoustic live version and the studio version. For me the acoustic version wins out. It's got a rawness and edge to the performance, that has been taken away by layers of studio trickery. It'll be a tough decision for you to make though.

On a sort of related note, I really like the lead singer's haircut and the female drummer is awesome. Rock music is such a misogynistic wasteland at the moment (Nickelback, anyone?), so it's great to see a girl rocking out in a band.

Date: 2010-11-25 07:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lapacifidora.livejournal.com
I follow the band on Twitter, and apparently they did a show in the last few weeks where a pregnant lady flashed him. :7 I read that tweet & was all, "So...the lead singer is this woman's back up in case it doesn't work out with the baby daddy?"

Exactly: That's what I love about the acoustic version. It has a quality that's absent from the fully produced version.

Yeah. It's awesome to see a girl drummer. Oh, for the days of Sleater Kinney & when Rilo Kiley was still fun.
From: (Anonymous)
I would just like to say I appreciate your fanfiction. It is incredible the amount of time and energy you put into writing such a great story. Don't give up! I hope you finish this off with a bang and can look back upon it as a huge accomplishment, even though there might not be monetary rewards.
from a new fan who just finished reading everything you wrote today =)

Amazing

Date: 2010-12-30 02:25 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Your fic is amazing! I can not get enough of it... :D ...that is the face I make when I see there is a new chapter.

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